I am tired of starting new blogs, and then not carrying through with them.
I guess I get upset that noone reads them, and it makes me feel....incomplete? Like I am willing to expose my soul to the world, but for once no one is there to see it.

Where to begin?

I am eighteen. I believe I have found the love of my life regardless of the fights we have. I lost my dad to cancer when I was 15. I want to be a writer/counselor. My mother is my light, she is my heroine and I would be a dead girl if it was not for her. I am fucked up. I have loads of potential to do things like sing, draw, photograph make movies. But I don't, instead I build doors of excuses.

I am trying to change. To find new meaning, and better value in my self.

I am just a young woman, battling with society.